Chasing Love

I have been chasing the same man my whole life. And when I say my whole life that’s exactly what I mean. I have been in love with Justin Harris since before I even knew what love was. He is my brother’s best friend and has been since they were four years old, making me one year old at the time.

I don’t know what it is but it's something about him that just does it for me. My pull toward him is just too strong to ignore. It always has been. The way that I feel about him is far beyond anything that I have felt for anyone else.

Then there are those times when he is so sweet to me. When he dances with me or holds me I feel like I am where I belong. His strong arms wrapped around me as I lay on his chest makes every moment that I spend waiting worth it.

Giving up on that feeling, on him, is just something that I don’t know how to do.